I've been blundering around blindly lately. Idiotic. I've been finding pieces left and right, all the damage I created. I'm putting it back to right slowly, but a few missing pieces and my own moronic fears and assumptions stopped me from seeing the bigger picture. Now that I see it, it makes sense. The problems weren't what I feared, hated, or desperately fought. It was something else all along and I made it worse by feeling that way. The problem has been here all along, but it's something I haven't SEEN all along. And the solution is what I want just as desperately. Everything else just melts away.
This is something I AM able to help, even if it will take time and an indirect approach. I will see a light in those eyes again.
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